I’ve always had a problem when it comes to expressing my feelings. I’ve always been better at writing it out than talking about it.
Truth is, when I moved back here, I was having the worst time possible. I was pregnant and my baby’s father was an asshole. And then I saw you. I mean, maybe it’s a little messed up that I didn’t recognize you or anything, but that’s not the point.. I saw you and something about you just drew me in. And I decided at that moment , one day, I’d have you. We would text and just talk all day about god knows what, but texts from you were the only ones I looked forward to. After I had Audrey and decided things were really done between her father and I, I was skeptical about still talking to you. But I did. Then I saw the way you were with Audrey and the way you tried to do everything for me. I fell in love with you.
But now, everything’s a mess.. And I don’t know what to do. I miss you. God knows I want to be with you more than anything. But I don’t think you feel the same way. If you ever change your mind though, you know where to find me.
Audrey misses her papa. And I miss you.
"A happy man marries the girl he loves, but a happier man loves the girl he marries. ~ African proverb"
You came into my life when I needed someone the most. You accepted my ever flaw and every imperfection. And you loved my daughter like your own. Part of me wishes we could go back and fix things, but the other part just just gives up.. Together or not, just don’t hurt Audrey. She’s grown this attachment to you and she really doesn’t need someone else walking out of her life.. I don’t even care how hurt I was anymore or anything. But you promised to always be there for Audrey, no matter what.. You could break every promise but that.. I still love you, more than you know. I hope you’re happy. 💜
"When you love what you have, you have everything you need."
Apparently I’m stupid. Lol, k. From the one that’s still with the person who told her he made a mistake being with her.. You’re a fuckin idiot ✌️
"I saw that nothing was permanent. You don’t want to possess anything that is dear to you because you might lose it"